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Dress To Impress

How to feel my best everyday is a matter of how well I can present & package myself. The belief that there are no ugly women, just women who do not know how to look attractive, it is truer today than ever before. The biggest asset I have in life is myself & I must use it to its best advantage. The point is to look at my body objectively & make a list of my assets; my legs are good; I could probably wear my skirts a bit shorter. Maybe my hair shouldn't be pulled back or what about makeup to bring out my eyes? Wearing what suits me best is called having my own style. It isn't difficult to find my style if I stick with what suit me best. And this is clearly shows I can make the best of myself & reflect the NATURAL 'me'.

PROMISE (U & ME)

Before dawn I come and cry out;
   I hope in your words
My eyes greet the night watches
  In meditation on your promise.

The revelations of your words shed light,
   Giving understanding to the simple
My eyes shed streams of tears
   Because I Love You.

My eyes strain for your salvation
   And your just promise
I hate men of divided heart
   But I Love You.

How I can love you,
   It is my meditation all the day
From every evil way I withhold my feet,
   That I may keep your words.

How sweet to my palate are your promises,
   Sweeter than honey to my mouth!
Your word endures forever,
   It is firm as the heavens.

Even before I was humbled, I believed,
   And I kept your word
I thought on my ways
   I prepared myself...

Let your kindness come to me,
   Your salvation according to your promise
So shall I have an answer for those who reproach me
   For I trust in your words.

Take not the word of truth from my mouth
   For in your ordinances is my hope
I will keep your word continually
   Forever and ever...

Give me understanding, I shall keep your word
   Yeah, I shall observe it with my whole heart...

My soul weeps for sorrow;
   Strengthen me according to your word
With all my heart I seek you;
Let me not stray from your ways.

Within my heart I treasure your promise
   That I may not forget your words
            ~Forever and ever~

Important Friendship

I'm going to be happier than I've ever been. Part of that happiness comes from knowing with certainty that everyone who knows me & being thankful to have them as my friends. I am blessed to be able to meet interesting people from all walks of live regularly because of the work I do. Indeed, friendship is very IMPORTANT for me. Their support & faith make me believe in myself. That is why surrounding myself with happy, positive people is vital, because their attitude & energy rub off on me. As the saying, Remember the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends.

              Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
              Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
              Just walk beside me and be my FRIEND.

                                               

My Dating Past

I would just try to be respectful as far as I wouldn't right away talk about my entire dating past. That might be the one thing that wouldn't be so cool. If we find a pattern in our dating life that we don't like, we have to look at ourselves. It's a new situation and we have to give it a chance. Well, I heard this saying and I know it sounds so cheeseball, but one of the parts of it was; work as if we don't have to; dance as if nobody is watching & love as if we have never hurt. I'm a sucker for humour. I'm incredibly emotional but I can appreciate the art of keeping it light. It feels GOOD. I will just get to the point. I have had many loves in my life. I came to the conclusion that while being with more than a guy is perfectly acceptable. Four is a limit. Five is dangerous. I'm always telling myself, there's nothing wrong going out with different people just to know what I want. My past relationships must hang in the balance at that Oh-So-Unforgettable first date. My unconventional subversive lifestyle made of excellent and inspiring conversation. Most importantly, I learned to appreciate the company of new friends and people I meet on a daily basis in a variety of different situations. I have been hanging out with the same friends for the longest time and all I NEED is to meet someone interesting to share an intimate evening with......

kibun ga warui desu... (i don't feeling good)

i don't feel good...
i don't feel well...
i don't feel okay...
i feel everything is against me!

warui na; warui na; sunao ni nakeru hi waraeru hi... ano toki kara kamo shirenai, shinderu mitai ni ikitaku nai...